SHADOWS IN RED

I HATE SPAM

2006-03-22T12:46:00.000+11:00

hehe check out all the negative spamming this bloke is getting for spamming on others blogsites. (Myself included)

cLiCk

EVIL IS AS EVIL DOES

2006-03-21T08:03:00.000+11:00

You Are 72% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

How Evil Are You?

hmm, suspicions confirmed, always thought i could feel that evil knot in my stomach the one i swallow bitterly at times... Hmm think i got the same score as peebody

The Story Of Head

2006-03-09T12:48:00.000+11:00

While browsing the web i just came across something i had been interested in seeing. The story of 'head' or Brian Weltch formally of Korn. Story on how he left Korn due to religious reasons... Below i have pasted one of his many entries on his website. Its amazing to go through some of the stuff he has written and i encourage you all to check it out

HEADTOCHRIST

It has some awesome eerie music in the background, makes me wonder if he is gonna release his own albums

Also found his blog site at

HEAD'S BLOG

Web: Head To Christ Blog
Head to Christ Blog
A piece of my story
When i was 10 years old I used to sit in my room and listen to ozzy and dream about being a rock star. When I was 24 years old that exact dream started to come true. As the success poured in something deep inside of me poured out. The dream coming true didn't satisfy me. It seemed like the more records that I sold the unhappier I became. I hid my unhappiness extremely well. The only time that I had fun was when I was drunk or high on drugs but as we all know the party can't last forever. I covered up my depression for so many years that finally I couldn't find anything to cover it up with anymore. Everyone that really knew me could see how depressed I was. A year ago I had 2 choices placed in front of me. I had to choose between life or death. I didn't want to go to church. I hated church people but I thought if there really was a god he must be in the church building so I went looking for him. The first time that I went to church I was up for 3 days but I didn't care because I was desperate. I felt like I was going insane but when I got to church and saw all the people with their eyes shut and their hands in the air shouting at nothing, i was like "these people are the crazy ones". But then I started to wonder.....was god real? It tripped me out that all the people were acting like fools and didn't care what anyone thought. It was so backwards to me because I made my living worrying about what people thought of me so much and I always tried to impress the crowd at any cost. There were so many people worshiping god that i started to realize they must have some kind of proof that he is alive. Why else would they all be here? Then the pastor came out and he was talking as if god was alive and involved in his everyday life. he said that god wanted to be involved in everyones life. I thought to myself "how can that be? he says there's only one god and there are billions of people on earth. If there is a god, how can that one god have time to care about and be involved with billions of people's lives? Either these guys are totally insane or i've been blind my hole life to what's really going on." Anyway, I decided to accept christ as my lord and savior that day and I went home to learn for myself if god was real. When I got home I went into my closet and got high and started talking to god. I asked him to make me not want to get high or drunk anymore. It was like my body wanted to get high all the time but inside it wasn't satisfying me anymore. Within about a month I had no desire to take a pill, drink a beer, snort a line, ect. I got high a few times during that month but I kept talking to god telling him that I was getting better but I still needed that extra power to stop for good. I finally got that power and A life time of emptiness, addiction, and depression was gone in 30 days. God showed me that he is very real and alive. He didn't reveal himself to me until i took that step towards him. I couldn't see him until I cried out to him. It's been almost a year since all that happened. I have since been filled with the holy ghost and I am so close with god that I look forward to dying. but I have a lot of work to do here on earth first. I want to help the younger generation see god the way I see him. God is not anything like I thought he was. The bible is not a book of rules. It's a book of promises and truth. Everything in that book is true. When you ask christ into your heart, you don't have to obey him......you just want to. You see, if your life seems worthless and your hurting inside it means that god is calling you. Pain leads us into the arms of the living god. Everything in life has to do with entering and exiting. Make a choice today to exit pain and enter peace.

If you want to see for yourself once and for all if what i'm saying is true, all you have to do is invite christ into your life. Just say JESUS CHRIST, PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY SINS AND BE MY LORD AND SAVIOR. SEND YOUR HOLY SPIRIT TO COME INTO MY HEART AND CHANGE ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT. THANK YOU......A MEN

Lord, I want to ask you for a special favor. Please reveal yourself to the people that come to my site and confess you as their lord and savior in a very special and intimate way as you did for me. Begin to speak the mysteries of their divine plan into the spirit that you placed inside of them. Show them how much you love them and how real you are. Show them that they will live forever. In your loyal name.....a men.

Now it's up to you. Knock on the door and god will open it. Seek him and you will find him. Ask him for legitimate things and they will be given to you. Read the promises that are in his word the bible. Talk to him like you talk to someone you love. Get together and talk with people that believe in christ. You will start to see the invisible and do the impossible. You will look at life in a hole new different way. piece,
head

GREENDAY: BULLET IN A BIBLE

2006-03-09T12:20:00.000+11:00

As i sit here on my lunchbreak i just whacked on the new Greenday live album and dvd that i bought, and since i cant think of anything better to write about. Greenday will do...

Its good.

Although i was disapointed that when i come around wasnt on it. Thats one of my fav Greenday songs. Its odd, coz im not a bit punk fan but Greenday kick ass

Im Back Baby

2006-03-08T16:20:00.000+11:00

Who the net is finally up and running again, and this time its broadband so now annoying dialing and slow loading times very nice... Me likes lots and lots

P.O.D. And What Now? I Doubt That

2006-02-10T20:26:00.000+11:00

While browsing the internet the other day, i accidently happened to come across an article/website that was of great interest to me. I had been looking at the new POD album (Testify) and was thinking about some of the symbols and cool designs that POD have used throughout their albums (i really like tribal stuff and symbols with meaning) anyway this particular site called: 'What about POD's occult symbols?' (by Dr Terry Watkins) was found when i typed POD symbols into the google search engine... Before you read on please take a moment to visit the site and reading thoroughly (if you have time) by clicking HERE

At first my heart sank as i read through the endless comments Dr Watkins made point after point denoting POD as a christian band or even as christians to a point. I was filled with fear in some ways as before me my fav band and yes even role models to a degree were torn apart piece by piece.

Before i start i would just like to say it isnt often i have controversial topics on my blog (kinda cool huh!), perhaps thats because i dont like confrontation (in this way ie typed on the net), or maybe its because i dont like being proved wrong, but then who does. When i came across this site though i felt i had to at least defend them in any way i could, it is very hard sometimes not to react in a negative way especially when someone is attacking or condemning something that is very close or special to you. I guess every now and then something just snaps you into action, whether in defence of your beliefs or to save something of value... And that is what i intend to attempt here...

Now when i first came across POD it was on a compilation album from a record company called Tooth and Nail (a well known christian record label) i doubt they would just chuck any old band that claimed to be christian on their label...

The first point Dr Watkins raises is that of the Triquetra (pictured above), he talks about how the triquetra or 'Holy Trinity' is used to represent The Father the Son, and the Holy Spirit in his words he says:

What does the trinity symbol mean?
The symbol is known as a 'triquetra' that is derived from ancient Celtic knotwork & adopted by Christians around St. Patrick's time as a symbol of the Trinity(Father, Son, & Holy Spirit). The interweaving lines represent One being in Three seperate, but equal parts. (Dr Watkins)

He even lists a bible verse to back up his claim Acts 17:29 i read the passage and this is what it says:

"Therefore since we are God's offspring, we should not think that the divine is like gold or silver or stone-an image made by man's design and skill."

Now having read that i thought hmm well, maybe it was meant to represent all the false idols and statutes that were being errected and worshiped as false gods. The idols that were not representing our Lord and Saviour but rather captivating the imagination of its creator and worshiped as 'a' god. Whereas the triquetra was designed to represent not a 'god' but three parts of God, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Its pretty hard to misunderstand who that is representing. I have also never seen the symbol raised on high and worship its a symbol that helps recognise christianity as Dr Watkins states in the quote above.
Below some differnt depictions of the triquetra:

And the meaning of Triquetra from the dictionaries point of view (a non christian non biased point of view)

The triquetra (often, triqueta) is a tripartate symbol composed of three interlocked vesica pisces, marking the intersection of three circles. It is most commonly a symbol of the Holy Trinity (Father, son, Holy spirit) used by the Celtic Christian Church, sometimes stylized as three interlaced fish:

THIS IS BUT ONE POINT MADE BY DR WATKINS, I AM IN NO WAY FINISHED AND THERE IS MORE TO COME CHECK BACK IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS, BUT:

FOR NOW PLEASE FEEL FREE TO MAKE COMMENTS ON THIS POINT

Guess What Peebody And chickenhead Get To Do

2006-02-08T14:33:00.000+11:00

ha, i changed this blank post into something after all... thankyou very much Mr Peebody...

Well, Peebody and i managed to get our grimey, greasy hands on a couple of tickets and well now we are off to see two of the greatest bands around at the moment,

Korn and

Disturbed who are touring here soon.

I know your all really jealous hehe.

How cool is that going to be i have wanted to see these two bands for quite a while, i missed out on seeing korn a few years ago when they were at 'the big day out.' Will probably be better seeing them this way as they will be on stage for longer than if i had seen them at TBDO, and it comes just after each band has released their new albums:

Korn: see you on the other side

Disturbed: ten thousand fists in the air

I'm hopeful even though they have had four albums and a best of since it was released that Korn will still play the thundering:
-Follow The Leader
-Got The Life
as those songs where such a huge thing during year 12 (especially at the formal)

and that Disturbed play
-Down With The Sickness
-Darkness
-Rise

Of course id love to hear many more but these are the stand out tracks.

Very Funny Cartoon

2006-02-02T14:04:00.000+11:00

If your in need of a laugh check out this cartoon

My Tattoos

2006-01-30T11:08:00.000+11:00

Well here they are the three tattoos that i have (so far) i have many ideas for my arms and other parts...

Here's the neck tattoo that my ex drew on my neck with an artist brush i think she did an awesome job... And i think i will get it done some day. so yes this tatt is a fake unfortunately

This is the first tatt i got, on my chest and although the others werent painful this one frigging cained felt like a jackhammer on my chest (its still my fav so far)

Im not very happy with this one, i'll prob get it redone thicker so it covers this one and then have tribal designs running all around it and up over my shoulder. I love the idea of this tattoo and think if the bloke that did it had done it right it would look fantastic.

And this is the latest inking i got. Its not completly finished from this point i want to start my sleeve working our from this picture. there are probably others i'll get before continuing on with this one though

As for the pic of the tattoo (drawn pic) on my neck that i will one day get i cant find the pic, so ill have to get it when i go to work tomorrow. Its on the computer there

Does anyone else have any tatts or want any if so what of or what are they?

Best Ever Band

2006-01-28T15:55:00.000+11:00

band members Traa, Wuv, Sonny and Truby

Just thought id create a short blog to honor the band P.O.D. With the release of their sixth studio album

in stores tomorrow (sunday 28th Jan) this is also the second album featuring new guitarist Jason Truby, i've heard some of the songs and they sound fantastic.

Some awesome shots of Sonny doing what he does best

I have been looking around for pictures of Sonny's tattoos for ages, and finally found some today, while messing round on the net. I think he has some of the better looking tattoos that ive ever seen, cant wait to finish mine and get many more. Hmm there's an idea maybe i should post my tatts on this blog.

For All Those That Didnt Believe Me Last Time... He Is Evil

2006-01-27T15:24:00.000+11:00

Bert that lovable scruffy bag of crap is evil pure and totally, check it all out at this site All the proof you will ever need is there.

Znake is here

2006-01-27T14:41:00.000+11:00

ha all you crazy online game addicted bloggers, i found a fun little game that you all should know, and now we can have our own little competition see who gets the greatest score... After me that is muhaha (evil cackle)

znake

Stupid Dependence

2006-01-27T12:37:00.000+11:00

Damnit... Damnit, damnit, damnit. I left my bloody stinking phone at my friend's house, and whats frigging worse is i realised i left it outside... in the rain... although it was on the balcony on a deckchair so maybe its still alive. The worst thing is that when you dont have your phone in your pocket or close at hand you realise how much the little bugger has you by the throat.

I feel almost... naked without the bloody thing, i hate being so reliant on a piece of technology. Especially one that shouldnt control me this much.

Is it just me? Am i twisted? Or do others feel the same on those rare moments when you leave your phone at home or drop it in the toilet and cant bare to reach into the dark waters to retrieve it, so you grin and bare it and flush that chain muhaha

Red Raw

2006-01-25T13:21:00.000+11:00

Hmm, first day back at work today after an annoying weekend where i did nothing, accomplished nothing... Except maybe watching almost two days worth of dvds my list of triumphs over the past weekend are zilch.

Why? You ask has the weekend been so menial and irritating for me. Well on Saturday night, well no it was more like Thursday arvo that i first noticed the irritations in my neck. Glands swelling far beyond normal and geez was i sweating more than i shoulda been even in the heat we had in the last week.

Anyway by sat arvo i was at work almost falling asleep and collapsing when i had to get up. When i got myself home went to bed (mind you i got home at 4:30 in the arvo) and fell asleep until the following morning, which is when i dragged my sorry arse off to the doctors. Turns out i didnt have the dreaded Glandular Fever as i had feared but just a whack of tonsilitis i hadnt noticed my throat getting sore or the tonsils starting to hurt my stupid glands had distracted me from realising what was happening. (i never had tonsilitis as a child so dont recognise the symptoms for what they are yet with all the sweating and glands i figured it was gf

Red Rash

2006-01-24T15:15:00.000+11:00

Well, i was gonna come back on here and make hmm, well not a nasty blog but just let rip with how i feel bout everything. Nothing to do with anyone on here mind you, just in terms of the lst... well really the last month or so but feels like the last 5 years have been the same...

Anyway was gonna say what i wanted and swear when i felt like it and be rude if i wanted and all that kinda crap. But i wont, i see blogs as something not only to stay in contact with new and old friends, but also as a place to be as open as you want to be and say and do whatever is in and on your heart. Feels hard though considering i probably know 3/4 of the people that will be coming on my site.

Anyway, im in the process of revamping the site, and wanna change a whole lota things but not sure how to do it lol, ah well in time...